1064 -confusion
Gu Youli looked at li Meijia’s back as she left and thought about her past and present life. She suddenly realized that apart from her family, nothing else was important.
The revenge she had once thought of seemed to have become a ridiculous play. She didn’t know if she was weak or if she had let go.
at this moment, she no longer wanted to be a strong and domineering woman, a famous designer.
She felt that it was really too tiring.
Now, she only wanted to give up everything in her previous life and become an ordinary woman.
Of course, work was a must, but it was not the main focus.
Perhaps work could make a woman more beautiful, but family seemed to make a woman happier.
At dusk, the warm sunlight shone in through the French windows and enveloped Gu Youli and Yu feibai, giving off a gentle glow.
the two of them sat back to back on the tatami mat on the balcony, taking a nap.
suddenly, gu youli turned around and wrapped her fair arms around yu feibai’s chest. her little face was pressed against his back.
Her voice was very soft, with an unprecedented sense of relief and peace. feibai, in the past, I always wanted yang Mengshan to disappear. But now that she’s really gone, I suddenly feel so empty.
Yu feibai was stunned for a moment. He then held her arm and smiled, ” “Silly girl, life is only complete when there are still regrets.”
a helpless smile appeared on her lips. gu youli closed her eyes and hugged yu feibai tightly, not letting go. she snuggled up quietly behind him.
At this moment, her emotions were so complicated that she couldn’t put it into words. She couldn’t tell what it was exactly.
After a long time, she said softly, ” in the past, I always felt that my father was too kind. He was so kind that he had no bottom line. Although he was my father, there were times when I really hated it when he was like this. I hated it when he told me that yang Mengshan and I were sisters and that time would resolve our misunderstandings and conflicts one by one. Repaying evil with good-that was me in my previous life. But what did I get in return? that’s why I hate these words in this life. I don’t want to be a kind person anymore, but yang Mengshan was touched by father’s kindness and in the end, she saved father’s and my lives. Perhaps in the end, yang Mengshan still hates me, but for father’s sake, she saved me indirectly. So, in the end, good people will still have good karma. But if that’s the case, then what about my previous life?”
Yu feibai pulled Gu Youli over from behind and said sternly, ” ” don’t fall into a maze. dad’s kindness saved you and her. although you died in your previous life, you were reborn. you saved your dad in this life. moreover, you may not have complained in this life, but you have been kind. ”
Gu Youli laughed and did not argue with him. She leaned against her neck like a puppy and greedily sucked and sniffed the nice smell on his neck.
Yu feibai consoled her. don’t think too much about it. It’s all in the past. I know that you’re worried about dad. Trust me, as long as you have a child, dad will definitely recover from his grief.
when it came to the issue of children, gu youli sighed. ” I’ve been preparing for a pregnancy for so long, but there’s no reaction. Feibai, could it be that my previous miscarriage has damaged my body, so I can’t give birth anymore? ”
“Nonsense. You are not allowed to say such things in the future,” Yu feibai said coldly.
Gu Youli pouted and continued to insist, ” “I’m just worried. How about this? when dad is better, you can take me to the hospital for a checkup.”