1016 Not scary, just silly
Gu Youli placed the fresh flowers and fruit basket aside and sat down on the chair beside the bed.
“huijun, are you alright?” she asked with concern.
“No, I’m not fine at all. He doesn’t want me anymore and doesn’t care about me anymore.” Gu Huijun shook her head and held Gu Youli’s hand as she spoke.
Tears welled up in her eyes, as if she had thought of something sad.
Gu Youli frowned and asked,’what’s going on between you two? Aren’t you getting married? Since you’re going to get married, you definitely have feelings for each other. Why would he suddenly ignore you? what happened? why did it get so serious?”
At this point, Gu Huijun couldn’t help but cry. She cried very sadly and kept her head down without saying a word.
Gu Youli did not know what to say either. She subconsciously looked out of the ward. At that moment, Gu Hongfei, who had been concerned about her sister, was standing there.
The door wasn’t shut tight, so he naturally heard Gu Huijun’s cries.
He looked at Gu Youli and shook his head sadly, as if to say that the situation was serious.
Finally, Gu Huijun’s cries gradually died down.
It was only when her sobs became softer that she said to Gu Youli with reddened eyes, ” Youli, I’m sorry. I couldn’t control myself and cried for you for such a long time!
Gu Youli took out a piece of tissue and handed it to her. She said softly, ” it’s fine. Cry if you want to. It’ll be fine once you feel comfortable crying.
Gu Huijun wiped her tears and said bitterly, ” he was my first boyfriend and the only man I’ve ever loved. I always thought that we would be together forever. I loved him very much, really, really. I thought that he would be the same. Even if things were different now, he should have loved me in the past. But I didn’t expect that after so many years, we would break up when we were about to get married just because he felt that it was too tiring to be with me. He was not tired at all with that woman. I’ve known him for five years, but he’s only known that woman for less than five months.”
gu youli bit her lip. she also knew what to say. should she help her scold his ex-boyfriend, or should she comfort her and say that a man like this was not worthy of her being so sad?
She took out an orange from the fruit basket and began to peel it slowly. ” no matter what you’ve been through, no matter how deep your love is, you shouldn’t underestimate your life like this. you’re so impulsive. for a man who no longer loves you, for a man who abandoned you, you hurt your family and friends who love you and make them worry and feel sad for you. it’s not worth it, really not worth it. ”
Gu Huijun pursed her lips and said in a sobbing tone, ” “i know. life is very precious. i don’t really want to die. i look like a carefree person, but i’m actually a coward, weak, and useless. i’m most afraid of death. otherwise, i wouldn’t have chosen sleeping pills that don’t hurt. if i really wanted to die, i wouldn’t have called him. i didn’t want to die at all. i just wanted to use suicide to agitate him and win him back.”
As she spoke, her tears fell again.”am i very scary?”
Gu Youli’s lips curled up without a smile. She continued to peel her orange and said calmly, ” “Not scary, just a little silly! Even if you kill yourself in front of him, he still won’t care. I guess he won’t even bat an eye if you die, because you’re already strangers to him.”