Chapter 339 What She Has Done Is Not Enough
Hearing Li Baoer’s words, Xia Ning feels shocked all of a sudden!
“I…don’t trust Rui?” She doesn’t trust Yi Yunrui, does she?
Or does she make people feel that she is not confident with Yi Yunrui according to her behaviors?
Anyway, she asks herself whether Li Baoer says it wrong…Or, she really behaves like that?
“Ning, I am your friend. If I say anything wrong, don’t angry with me and don’t mind. However, you have been married to Commander Yi for a long time, while I always feel something wrong. I know that your mother-in-law has some disagreements with you, but it doesn’t happen recently only. Commander Yi never cares about that. He stands on your side every time. Ning, your husband is Commander Yi and you are going to spend your life with him.”
Xia Ning is silent for a while. She responds, “Hum. I am listening. Baoer, you may continue. I know you say it for my good. I won’t be angry with you. Don’t worry.”
Li Baoer glances at Zhenzhen who is sitting beside while listening to their conversation. She strokes Zhenzhen’s head and says, “Ning, I have prepared some sugary snacks and your favorite coffee. Why don’t we talk on the balcony?”
“OK.”
On the balcony, they have their seats. Zhenzhen drinks coffee with sugary snacks. She is a little kid, but she understands things. She knows that Li Baoer and Xia Ning are talking about something important. Therefore, she has to behave well. When she sees Li Baoer pour a cup of coffee for Xia Ning, she puts some milk and sugar into Xia Ning’s cup.
Every time when Xia Ning looks at Zhenzhen, she always unconsciously pictures the image that Yi Yunrui and her and their kid are together.
“Look, Ning, you like children.” Li Baoer smiles.
Xia Ning nods, “Hum. I like children very much!”
At the bottom of her heart, she wants to have a kid of Yi Yunrui and her. However, she feels annoyed… about her mother-in-law.
“Ning, what are you worried about? If you regard me as a friend, tell me the truth. I promise that I won’t tell anyone else. OK?”
Xia Ning glances at Li Baoer. She takes up the coffee for a ship. The sweet coffee goes down from her throat. She gives a long sigh. When she speaks, she can’t help laughing at herself, “Baoer, don’t laugh at me. My mother-in-law is Rui’s mother. With Rui’s capability, women won’t be a problem to him. I am afraid that after I have a baby, if my mother-in-law still doesn’t like me and Rui stands on her side, I will be put in a passive position.”
When she says, Xia Ning can’t help giving a sigh again, “Baoer, I am not like who I was in the past. In the past, I always accepted whatever happened to me. Now, I will fight back and I will escape. However, once I have a child, I have to care about him. Then, I can’t imagine what life will turn to be in the coming tens of years. Will it be like what happens in the TV dramas? Will I become a scorned housewife? I don’t have any strong background. I don’t know what I have to make Rui protect me all my life. I do trust Rui, but I don’t trust myself.”
Li Baoer looks at Xia Ning for a while. She points at her, “You silly!”
Xia Ning feels confused.
“Ning, you think too much. Who knows what will happen in the future? I only know one thing: all these years, Commander Yi has been always staying with you, while you have escaped more than once.”
Li Baoer says meaningfully, “You didn’t see it. When you left, Commander Yi looked as if he had lost his soul. He locked himself in the bedroom and didn’t come out for a long time. You may try to imagine. What a mighty man your husband is! But because of you, he was totally lost. To be honest, Ning, you are a witch girl! But you don’t know it yourself. If your commander husband had stood on his mother’s side, you wouldn’t have been that free. As you have said, he is not afraid of lacking women. He just chose you, only you. Ning, from what you said just now, you really underestimate your commander husband.”
Xia Ning blinks her eyes. Does she…underestimate Rui…
“In addition, why didn’t Commander Yi start a relationship until thirty? But when he met you, he got married to you at once. Not every man has this kind of determination and persistence. You saw it yourself that there were many women trying to attract Commander Yi. Did he ever pay any attention to them? He regards you as the first priority in his heart. Ning, can you answer my question honestly?”
Xia Ning nods, “Yes. You may ask.”
“Is Yi Yunrui persistent?”
“Hum.” Xia Ning responds without hesitation.
“That is right.” Li Baoer holds out her hand to pinch Xia Ning’s cheek, “That is why I call you a fool. He has confirmed that you are the one. Why are you still so doubtful about him? Love is love, for no reasons. If you have a kid with him, you will be the mother of the kid and your husband will surely love you more! Don’t you hear the saying that a woman will become more respectable when she becomes a mother? Listen to me, go to have a baby. At that time, your mother-in-law may not even have the chance to lecture you.”
Xia Ning blinks her eyes. A woman will become more respectable when she becomes a mother. It sounds correct.
Sometimes, she does think too much. On the contrary, when Yi Yunrui makes a decision, he will do it decisively and fast. He married her at that time and loved her. It goes on till now.
He said that they had known each other very long ago.
Has Yi Yunrui been loving her for a long time? If they knew each other very long ago, she can’t rule out the possibility that Yi Yunrui had a secret crush on her.
“Ning, as to the sense of security, women are concerned about it, men, too. Possibly, your commander husband is now worrying that you may leave him again because of his mother. You can try to deny it. You can try to admit that he is unique to you. If he really loves you, he will feel very pleased. He will be deadly happy. As your friend and intimate, I think that it is time for you to give your husband a sense of security. I am sure, in this world, your commander husband only wants to have you love him. As to other women, he prefers to avoid them!”
Xia Ning’s hand carrying the cup trembles. She feels some part in her heart ache.
Does Rui…also need a sense of security? Does he also want her to love him?
It has been for years that it is always Yi Yunrui carefully looking after her. He provides whatever she needs. No matter what she asks for, he always agrees. However, he seldom tells what he needs and rarely requires her to do anything.
Yi Yunrui often says: You are tired at work. Come home and have a rest. I will take care of other things. Well. What do you like to eat today?”
Yes. How can she be so selfish?
Yi Yunrui has always been silently taking care of her, while she loses her temper just because of some unkind words her mother-in-law says to her. Even when it comes to the children issue, they have been married for so many years and she always postpones the plan.
“Ning, if you are not going to have a baby now, when are you going to have any? You will have babies sooner or later, unless you plan to divorce Yi Yunrui!”
The words Li Baoer says suddenly are just like thunder from the sky and Xia Ning feels shocked. She shakes her head, “No, I will not divorce him!”
She remembers the scene she saw days ago, that Yi Yunrui was locked up in an underground room. She feels her heart so painful as if it were bleeding.
Even in that room where the sun was invisible, Yi Yunrui still tries to say something to make her feel good…
“That’s it. You know you are not going to divorce him. Then, you may do what wives do. Give him a promise to show that you care about him. As to the problem of his mother, you have to trust your husband. He will help you to deal with it. The woman he is going to spend his life with is you!”
He and she are going to spend their life together.
It is for a whole life. Then, why does she feel doubtful? Yi Yunrui is her husband, her sky and her ground. She can rely on him to deal with any problems in life. All the time, Yi Yunrui has protected her very well. It is so now and it will be so in the future!
In the future, he and she will have babies. Why can’t she believe that Yi Yunrui will cherish her and her kid with the best considerations!
In addition, the conflicts between mother and daughter-in-law happen normally. They don’t mean anything seriously!
If that is the reason for doubt, about eighty percent of all the women in China may hesitate to have babies!
Thinking about this, Xia Ning gently strokes her head, wondering why she thought irrationally!
Seemingly, Yi Yunrui is so kind to her that she even forgets the most important thing for her as a wife.
“Baoer, thank you. I see. You are right. I should trust my husband, because he is my husband.”
In a relationship, it is enough to understand each other.
Those who don’t love each other will not fall in love no matter how they try.
Li Baoer puts on a smile of satisfaction. He says naughtily “Ning, seemingly, it tends to be easy to bully you recently! You may notice that women around your husband are doing things more and more recklessly. Are you going to offer your husband to them?”
“No. Rui doesn’t give me up and I will never give up him!” Anyway, is it always a woman who sends meals to Rui?
And, Mei Ruo can go in and out of the tunnel freely. As to this issue, she will carefully figure it out with Mei Ruo and Yi Yunrui!
Xia Ning is the wife of Yi Yunrui! Other women of witches and monsters are supposed to go away.
“Hum. Good. My Ning is back. I admire the mightiness which you showed when clapping the Yin’s sisters. That was very awesome!”
Xia Ning smiles, “I am mightier now. I hope you don’t be scared by me!”
“I hope you can scare me.” Then, Li Baoer takes out a red invitation from behind. She passes it to Xia Ning, “Here comes the red bomb.”
Xia Ning feels surprised. She takes it over. It is the invitation to Li Baoer and Dai Zhongheng’s wedding ceremony. Surprisingly, Dai Zhongheng’s signature is missing at the bottom of it.
“What does this mean?” Xia Ning points at the signature.
Li Baoer’s eyes darken. She responds, “He has not made the decision.”
Xia Ning frowns, “Since Colonel Dai hasn’t decided it, the invitation…”
“He hasn’t decided, but I have.” Li Baoer’s eyes freezes. She says word by word, “Dai Zhongheng is my husband!”